How things play out and how words DO mean as much as actions...

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The "Bonding" week

This week was a lot better in the "Bonding" department. Everyone seemed like they were getting along very well and there was not really any drama. I'll start off this week at Sunday. Sunday I was with my hubby, Rod, and we got up and went over to the Orlando house so I could do my video diary. I finished that up and Rod, Chazzy, and I sat on the couch and watched The Mummy and I fell asleep haha. We woke up and went to Parlimant House. I only wanted to go to see the drag show because I love their shows there. So we got in there and got pretty good seats. Darsell, the host, was asking who had no underwear on and so I started screaming... not thinking about how I really DID have underwear on and so she noticed me and came out into the audience and I was panicing because I didnt want to make myself look like a fool with underwear on so I started ripping my underear off of my ass. HAHA So she was talking to me and I told her I was a CBL boy and she immediatly spun me around pulled my pants down, slapped and kissed my bare ass, and sent me back stage to deal with me later haha. So then I came back out from back stage and sat back down with Rod again and watched the show, went back to the Orlando house to drink, party, and go to bed.
Monday came and we got up and I went to work with him where I fell asleep AGAIN! haha When I woke up it was time to go and we left and got my hair cut and came back to the Tampa house to chat and party with my brothers. Jake got crazy tipsy again but it was fun!
Tuesday came and Rod had to leave to get back to Orlando for work. So it was a hard good-bye again but we lived thru this one better than the other one haha. After he left, we all just chilled and had a very nice movie night. I was having a lil bit of drama with a friend from back home but that was ended pretty quick.
Wednesday I woke up, cleaned the kitchen, jacked off, and went on a 6 mile walk with Jakerz to get Subway and Cigs. It was a good bonding time for me and Jake. So we got back home and I had a very bad pounding headache so i took some meds and fell asleep, woke up for chat, came out and watched a movie with the guys and then all of a sudden we had a burst of energy and wanted to dance in the chat room so we did and then we all passed out.
Thursday was the interesting day AGAIN! We had all went out to Chelsea's again except Jake because he had the late chat. It was a good time at the bar, there was no drama. Me, Alexi, and Dakota all had body shots taken off of us and it was very fun! We all left and got back to the house where Dakota felt he wanted to go to bed because he wasnt feeling very well so we let him go to bed and made sure everything was fine with him before we left him. Ben said he'd be back in 10 minutes but that turned into 2 hours. Why you may ask? Well they had a little bathroom sex behind Dakota's back while he was passed out. I can't say too much on this topic just because Dakota is the one that's really involved. All i know is that it was shady and should have never happened in Dakota's house.
Friday came and I was really hoping to get to see Rod! I went into chat and at the very end of my chat, someone knocks on the door and he walks thru holding a bouquet of beautiful roses and flowers and was all dressed up very sharply. I kinda got chocked up and then I finished up chat and retired to my room. This is when I really felt like he was the love of my life because it was gift time and I opened up the Tiffany's box and there it was... a very pretty PROMISE RING. And then I opened up another and it was the same ring for him. I love him so much and I'm glad I finally found the love of my life. We then went out to the living room to watch a few movies and then went back to the bedroom where we cuddled and held each other all night.

Yes guys... Love is in the air for the Tinkster and I thank each and everyone of you for all that you do to support me. Keep your internet home page set to collegeboyslivetampa.com to make sure you dont miss anything!! Love you!!!

The week I almost lost a best-friend...

Well, as most of you may know, this week has been a VERY interesting week. To start off, I cam back to the Tampa home after being in Orlando for Alexi's Birthday Bash. To say the least, the party was off the HOOK! I think it went just as Alexi would have liked. Monday I just sat around the Tampa house and had my chat while Alexi and Jakerz got their tattoos. Tuesday I woke up and awaited their arrival with Clipper. They ended up coming through the door with Chazzy which was also an amazing surprise. We all love when Chazzy is at our house. I had my chat Tuesday night and then Alexi went in for his. While Alexi was in chat, Chazzy was making a birthday cake for him! Shorty after the cake was finished, Alexi came out of chat and was raring to go to party! We had decided that we were going to have a game night instead of go out. Me and Rod had went out to dinner at Bonefish, which I have never been to, and it was a very nice, romantic dinner. Candlelight, holding hands underneath the table, and a quiet atmosphere is how I would have described it. Throughout dinner I was trying to plan Alexi's actual birthday and I had decided I HAD to get him a gift to open up. Rod and I drove over to Wal-Mart's and I had decided ya' know... Alexi has never been seen with a camera in his hands. So that's what I had decided. We rushed back home to get the party started. When we got home, I opened up the camera, put the memory card we bought him in the camera and made all of the boys take pictures with me so when he opened up his camera, the 1st pictures he'd see were from us. I neatly put the camera back in the box as if it wasn't even opened and wrapped up the gift. Next it was BIRTHDAY PARTY TIME! We lit the candles and sang Happy Birthday to him and he made his wish and blew out the candles. I sat and pondered for a minute..."What could that boy possibly wish for? He has looks, brains, family, and new friends... what more could he want?" Then he decided it was time to open his presents cuz I told him we got him something. It was like he was 5 again ripping out the paper out of the bag. The first thing he came to was his camera case we bought him but he didn't know what it was so I said dig deeper. So, like every common gay man, when you tell them to go deeper they get even more excited! haha. He pulled out a camera box! He seemed pretty happy so I told him, "OPEN IT!" He kinda gave me a puzzled look and I said it again... "OPEN IT!" So he did and when he did, BOY did he look happy. It's the exact color of Pink he likes and the entirety of the camera was that color. But I told him he wasn't done yet to turn on the camera. And again, he looked confused and told him to just do it. So he did. As as the pictures began to slideshow, I could see him getting emotional, whether it be happy, sad, excited, hurt, or some other emotion, I could see it. So that was the end of the gift giving for that night and he jumped off the pool table and wrapped his arms around me and just said, "Thank You." I said your welcome but at the time I didn't know to what extent his thank you was for, until he went over to Chazzy and gave Chazzy a hug and noticed that he started to get even more emotional. I kind of just let it go because if he wanted to tell me, he would have so I was just like "BIRTHDAY SHOT TIME!!!" haha so we did 2 shots for his birthday and began partying. The night consisted of... "Shots, Underwear Twister, Shots, dancing on my bed, Shots, some more Underwear Twister, and did I mention SHOTS?!?! I believe his birthday went very well and he had an awesome time.

The next day was Wednesday and we had podcasts to do. Rod had woken me up and wanted to go get sandwich stuff for lunch so he went out and got that stuff and then came back. We made sandwiches and I got a package of both pairs of my shoes that I ordered from online. They were Rocket Dog flip flops and Black and Silver Puma's. I was very excited because I have never owned Puma's before. It was a very lazy day... we didn't do much.

And finally... The day I would have hoped never happened...Thursday. Jake had his friend/date/Dustin, at the house and Dustin had to be to work that evening. Jake had asked me if I would take him to work and bring the car back to the house because Jake had chat from 6-8, and I said yeah I can do that. So that time came and we took off. Dustin said that he had to drop his room key off at the hotel so he wouldn't get a check-out fee which what I found out from Jake was a lie because he had the room for an extra night. So I don't know what that was all about but, I dropped him off at work and he wrote directions down but obviously I didn't follow them because I thought I knew where I was going and then I ended up all the way in Northern Tampa. So I finally figured out where to go but then I was speeding so I could get home in time for chat, and guess what, I got pulled over. YEAHP!!!! I was going 95 MPH in a 70 MPH zone. The officer walked up and I gave him my information and he saw that I was from Michigan and asked me why I was down here and I told him that I just moved here to live and work in CBL and he looks at me and says, you live at College Boys Live Tampa? I said yes have you heard of us? And he said he logs on every once in a while so I just talked with him for a moment and he just told me to drive safe. So I was very lucky and drove myself home and made it with an hour to spare so I could get ready. I had my chat and everyone except Jakerz went to Chelsea's for a night to celebrate Alexi's Birthday. Later on in the night me and Jake went to go pick up Dustin and not get lost this time. We took the JVC camera with us this time so we could record our trip there and back. It was an okay trip back and we got back to the house and the other boys were not back yet. Then we heard the car doors shut and so we were ready to party with them. Well, they had different plans. Robbie was so drunk he went to bed, Dakota and Ben were in a little bit of an argument so after they made up they went to bed so there was Me, Jakerz, Alexi, and Dustin. Jake and Dustin were suppose to sit down and have a nice movie night together but i guess that wasn't happening. Dustin had decided A4A was more "exciting" than sitting with Jake so I was trying to keep Jake sane and not blow up. And Alexi I could tell had an abundance of alcohol so i had no idea what he had planned. Then all of a sudden I get a private message from a GUEST saying "all you need to do is just stay out of it Zach. Don't give in." And i was kind of confused because I was unsure what they were talking about. So I logged onto the site to see what was going on and saw Alexi and Dustin talking on the computer. Dustin was showing him hot boys on his A4A. So I thought nothing of it until they had went into the bathroom together. I wasn't sure what that was all about because Dustin was suppose to be seeing Jake not Alexi, but they came out in way short of time to be doing anything sexual, so I was relieved... until I kept seeing them go in and out multiple times. I think the count was 38 times. I remember when we pulled up to Dustin's work, he asked for his keys so I gave them to him and he opened up a container and emptied the contents out into his hands and they were pills but I was unsure of what kind of pills they were so I asked and his reply was, "I am prescribed Adderall." and there were 3 pills in his hands and pops all 3 in his mouth. Now I'm not always bright on things but last time I checked taking 3 pills of the same kind of ANYTHING is not normal so I knew he had an issue with something. The GUEST then proceeded to tell me that there will be a test tomorrow being brought up for drugs. I was worried...not for me, but for Alexi. I knew I had done nothing and I was pretty sure Jake didn't either because me and him tell each other everything! Alexi obviously had suspicions about him and Dakota I don't think had done any either even though when he walked into the house for being out, his pupils were pretty large, we cleared that up by he had many red bulls that evening and I know for me my pupils get dilated also. So Jake had pulled Alexi out the front door and told him to be expecting a drug test tomorrow even after I told Jake not to tell Alexi tonight because I didn't know what kind of reaction we might get out of him. They then proceeded to Jake and Alexi's bedroom with Dustin to talk....no not talk...write things out as so no one would be able to hear from the microphones. I kind of calmed myself out and realized there is nothing I could do now so I just had brought Alexi and Jake in my room after Dustin had left and told them, everything is on Video and Audio, the members know what has been going on, and Alexi there will be a test here for you sometime tomorrow.... Good Night.

Jake ended up sleeping with me and when I had awoken in the morning, it was to the sound of Zaccie's voice. I jumped up and told Jake that he was there and that's when Jake had opened the door and Zaccie called us out there for a meeting. All the while Chazzy is video taping me waking up and having morning wood in a thong! haha Zaccie had asked all of us if we were using drugs last night and everyone said No obviously. So Zaccie had said there were accusations against Alexi so he would be taking a piss test. Alexi took the test and it came back Positve for Cocaine. Zaccie had told us Alexi would have till the end of the week to figure out arrangements. We kind of all just sat there and I think I wasn't shocked just because I knew something of the sort would happen. Alexi became very angry and upset and started flying things around like, "I went back to the hotel before dropping him off to work so I should be checked and Jake has stayed with him before so test him, and he's not my friend he's Jake and Zach's." I tried to keep my comments to myself because I knew none of this was true. They had decided to do a second test just for verification. That test had also came back positive. So Zaccie had decided to ask us what we think of a way that Alexi could stay in the house or else he would have to go home. We sat and pondered for a few and then Dakota came up with the idea that we give Alexi random drug tests every week and video tape it from beginning to end so there would be no miscommunication of the results. Zaccie and Chaz both agreed on that that would be ok for us to do. So the day went about its normal day except we were all kinda silent and distant.

Friday came and we just hung around the house not doing to much. From what I can remember nothing really happened... I just sat and wrote in my written journal and wrote Alexi a letter saying exactly how I felt about him and the whole situation. It was a good letter not anything bad, it's just I get things out of my mind a lot better by writing.

And then there is today! I woke up early this morning because Rod was coming up to get me so we could go to Gasparilla which is like a Mardi Gras in Tampa and Ybor City. Thousands and thousands of people and family come out to get as many beads as they can during the 3 hour parade. I got roughly 50 beads and so did Rod. Then we came back home and just relaxed. We were going to go out but then we decided we were just too tired so we fell asleep in each others arms.!!!

So now you can see why my title was "The week I almost lost a best-friend..." Stay tuned to see what else comes out of the "Confessions of a College Boys Live Boy Archieve!

CraAaaAziness in Tampa

So this is Blog Week number 2. Things have been kinda crazy around here. Never really know whats going to happen next. Jake, Alexi, Robbie, and I had a pretty good week. We planned Alexi's Bday party in Orlando and that went VERY well. Well, from what I can remember. Thursday was not a very good night here at CBL Tampa. There was a glass thrown, screaming, and cops involved. Some sort of argument erupted in Robbie's car on the way home from the bar while Jake was driving and I guess things did not go very well. I was already home from the bar by the time everything happened.

So from that night till Sunday, us 3 muskutteers as everyone calls us, just avoided Dakota and that was probably the best thing. Me and Alexi had our photo shoot this past weekend and it was so much fun! Him and I were working it like we were Tyra Banks or Janice Dickenson and it was absolutly crrraaazzzzyyy!

Me and Rod have been hanging out more and more and it's crazy how things have blossomed and I am just so overwhelmed with it. :D makes me smile a lot and it means a lot that all the members have accepted him well here.

So this week i just plan on working on not saying anything about anyone so this house can run smoother and it should be interesting...

Stay tuned to see all of the drama, lies, tears, laughes, and hot steamy sex!!!

<3 Tink

*1st Written Diary* 1/26/09

Hey guys!!! Well, right now I am doing my first written diary EVER! So I guess I should start out by saying WELCOME! For those of you who don't know me, my name is Zach, but most just call me TINK! I am 19 years old and moved here from Detroit, Michigan. Some may want to know why I chose to do this and I say, WHY NOT?! Having my life filmed 24 hours a day 7 days a week would be kind of cool. Chatting with members all the time, all the gossip and drama, it's like living in High School all over again just without the school work. I LOOOVED High School. Everything about it.

So I guess this is where I tell you all about my life in CBL. Well, when I was an App, everything seemed to go pretty well and in my favor to be accepted into the house. I bonded with Alexi and Jake very well and Ive already known Dakota from back in Detroit so that was no problem. I received a phone call from Chazzy asking when I was going to be returning and I said "SAY WHAT?!" And he said yes, you have been accepted so I was very thrilled. I still have yet to make it back home because there have been some issues with my family in regards to me being down here and so I'm kind of without a lot of things. Clothes, my car, and many more. I think my car ended up in an impound and is now not mine anymore so I have no means of transportation so it kind of sucks!! hehe but in the famous words..."I WILL SURVIVE." I just need to get a job while I am down here so I can save some money up to get a car, cuz every gay man needs a car riight?! hehe.

So anyways, since I have been an official CBL BOI, times have been rough and then again times have been AMAZING. We've had some pretty crazy fun times and some pretty crazy BAD times. But c'mon, 4 gay guys living in a house where everything is seen and heard... theres GOT to be drama and bad times. :) But pretty much things have been going very well for me here and all i can see is up from here. Tampa house has proven that it is a force not to be reckoned with and we will hopefully remain on top and show you guys everything that we are without hiding anything!

A very good thing about me being down here is that I have found an AMAZING guy that I think I could very much settle down with. You all probably know him already from him being in the house but his name is Rod and I love him to death!

Stay tuned into the Tampa house to see all of the drama, lies, fun times, tears, laughter, and hot sex!!!

Love you all and thanks again for supporting me!!!

((_)====Zach-Tink====D